i hurt, i am not suposed to take any demerol, suposed to be fully off for me next pain mangament apointment
took a perscrip mucel relaxent since its the only one pill i have that i can rationalize being allowed other then my usessless anti-inflamitory he perscribed me.
i am hopeing it kicks in soon.
i couldnt bare the thought of an unmedicated car ride, so i couldnt leave the house for the ride to the other town today. so its back to being home alone in pain.
i stayed in bed and sleeping as much as i could, till i couldnt anymore.
then i got up and hobbled to couch.
it hurts so much. its moment like now i wish we had the big tub right now, in my head i see it helping. but ours i know i cant likely get cumpfy in. so its not worth getting wet and then feeling colder then the pain already is making me feel. fuck
why didnt the doctor give me a better comping med then a super advil pill, WTF. i already told him naproxin did nothing for me, and at that point he said likely none wonld then in that family. so now he perscibes me one in that family, as the thing to get me off narcotic pain meds i take daily., nws flash its NOT helping.